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In the depths of my being, a strange certainty, deeper than reason, entirely animal in quality, filled me with terror. The same certainty which some beasts-sheep and rats feel before an earthquake. Awakening in me was the soul of the first men on Earth, such as it was before it became totally detached from the universe, when it still felt the truth directly, without the distorting influence of reason- The 'Boss', Zorba the Greek
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Sunday, November 15, 2009

Not what you think

Unspoken truths : I know but I won't say.
I see but I look away.

Faux bonds : I comply yet I block.
I won't scratch anyones back.

Emotionless : My smile isn't real.
Really? *yawns* *looks away*

Senseless & beaten , you aren't as smart as you think.
You are just routine.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Ageing

Cha has had a healthy baby boy- last night at 3:40 am.,a couple hours after his own birthday. He is a father. HE IS A FATHER!!!
Number three () is engaged.
She is divorced.
Racoon thinks he is twenty three years old when he is actually twenty six going on twenty seven! Boy, was he shocked to be three years older in less than a minute!

Do we all think we are younger than what we are? Or are we older than we are?
Maybe, we are just old. Still living a child's life. That is the real joke.

Its been nearly a month since I have been home and I am ready to go back to Bombay and the uncertainity of it all. I love home but not being home is something I have begun to love as well.
Where and when will we find our middle path?
Glimpses of me
is what worries me.
Is that who I am now?
Circled eyes? and a constant frown?
Is the only way from here , down?

It's been a good six months.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Silence

Things you want to say to your friends, but can't/shouldn't/don't want to/scared to:

Your boyfriend is a creep. Leave him/ I 'm gad you left him. Someone else will make you happy.

Do you like girls more than you like boys? Boys more than girls?

You need help, your thoughts , actions and feelings are so disjointed.You are bordering schizophrenia.

You are depressed.

Smile, it's been forever since I saw you happy.

You have problems, talk about them but ermm, I have something to say too.

Is the friendship we had when we were kids all we have left? I don't see you caring anymore. 

Wow! you sure know how to lie!

Oh! Shut up!!!

I don't like you.You disappoint me.

*sigh* Maybe I am the disappointment and hypocrite for not saying it as it is.