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In the depths of my being, a strange certainty, deeper than reason, entirely animal in quality, filled me with terror. The same certainty which some beasts-sheep and rats feel before an earthquake. Awakening in me was the soul of the first men on Earth, such as it was before it became totally detached from the universe, when it still felt the truth directly, without the distorting influence of reason- The 'Boss', Zorba the Greek

Tuesday, June 9, 2009


Cha has had a healthy baby boy- last night at 3:40 am.,a couple hours after his own birthday. He is a father. HE IS A FATHER!!!
Number three () is engaged.
She is divorced.
Racoon thinks he is twenty three years old when he is actually twenty six going on twenty seven! Boy, was he shocked to be three years older in less than a minute!

Do we all think we are younger than what we are? Or are we older than we are?
Maybe, we are just old. Still living a child's life. That is the real joke.

Its been nearly a month since I have been home and I am ready to go back to Bombay and the uncertainity of it all. I love home but not being home is something I have begun to love as well.
Where and when will we find our middle path?
Glimpses of me
is what worries me.
Is that who I am now?
Circled eyes? and a constant frown?
Is the only way from here , down?

It's been a good six months.


Crimson Feet said...

i guess there are no middle paths... only the chosen ones... and we choosing it ourselves is rather preferable than somebody else doing it for us!

and then may be its just bombay... it pulls u in a weird way.. i am getting used to jagjit nagar lately :)

Wonderwall said...

Jagjit Nagar up in the hills!! What are you doing there? Its beautiful. Lucky lucky. I wanted to make a trip up there but it never happened.

Crimson Feet said...

yes.. the hills..that's my weekend getaway!!

reached there by chance while looking for a place to stay near Kasauli... and then...just didn't feel like leaving it! :)

i go there whenever i get a chance